Decisions, decisions...

Well, I am still having issues with my tummy.  Lately, the pain seems more manageable.  Recently I spoke with my endo doctor and decided not to move forward with surgery at this time.  One thing holding it up is the fact that my hubby does not have enough vacation.  Another reason is that I feel like I cannot move forward at this time.  Mark and the boys went to a scout meeting and I had some time alone.  After talking with my doctor I went to our back deck and viewed the sunset and began to cry.  So much has transpired these past few years, sometimes emotions overcome me.